IMPOSTER - PART THIRTY EIGHT
PREVIOUSLY
"Ohhhhhh," a long, low moan from behind Slider's seat caused him to jerk
involuntarily, and his eyes tried to penetrate the glare of the mirror
to see
what was happening behind him.
"Z? You okay?"
"So…Toddy has been eliminated from everyone's life now…but not mine!"
a
clipped, superior-sounding voice uttered from the depths of the darkness
in
the rear of the car. Slider heard the screech of his wheels as he
swerved the
car across the centerline of the highway -- his heart racing with what
he had
heard and the sudden connection with a memory from long ago.
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No! It can't be! That voice…the way he said it…it's him! A cold shiver trickled down his sides and over his back as recognition settled in, and his hands struggled to get a grip on the wheel of the car. You're here…in this car… with me!
The words spoken hung in the air - their meaning and intent rich with
emotional drama and a challenge. There was no question anymore as to
what she
had been sensing all evening, but the stark finality of it sent her
tumbling
into a place of confusion. Viki could only stand there and let the
sheer
force of his words invade her protective shell and leave her
defenseless.
No! I can't let you turn me inside out like this…
"So who am I speaking to?" Slider said slowly - his mind suddenly
focused and
ready for whatever he would hear.
The hospital corridors hummed with muffled and sometimes louder voices
and
noises as Tea's mind began working on what she would do next. I'm
not
staying in this place any longer than I have to. I hate hospitals
anyway!
In a split second Viki Carpenter's world had changed - from safe to
threatening. Her heart had known only loneliness in recent years and
with an
isolated fortitude she had taken each day for what it brought her -
delighting
in the accomplishments of her children and those around her. Until
this
night she had had no real reason to believe that anything or anyone
would ever
make this different for her. Nothing at all - until now.
"Did I rattle you a little, Terence?" the smooth, suave voice broke into
the
silence. "Maybe you thought I'd forgotten about all the particulars,"
he
added in a tone of proud assessment.
~ TO BE CONTINUED ~
"You're out of your mind!" she abruptly turned away from him - willing
herself to consciously deaden the feeling of panic reverberating within
her
and attempting unsuccessfully to insert her key into the door lock.
"Am I?" Sam's arm shot forward in front of her to block her from
escape.
"I haven't proposed to anyone in years, Viki…I'm just as confused as you
are…but I know one thing from tonight that wasn't a reality before this
- I am
in lovewith you!"
"Bet you're kind of surprised to hear from
"Take a wild guess."
"All right…my guess is…Nick."
"Bully for you! You haven't lost it…nope, you're
still good."
Nick!! Have you been in his life all this time? It's not
possible…you were
supposed to be gone…
"Terence Alexander Paxton, the Third," Nick said rolling the names off
his
tongue with a kind of sinister relish. "It's been a long time,
hasn't it?"
Closing her eyes she allowed herself the luxury of her thoughts and the
still
very real memory of her night of passion and love with her husband.
Every
moment with him had been a wild abandonment to ecstasy but more than
that, she
had reached deep inside him and seen more of his soul than she felt sure
he
had ever allowed anyone to see before. This was what she had been
longing for
since she had first known he was important to her.
As she remembered their evening together, she also thought of something
that
had disturbed her in the midst of their long-awaited intimacy. There
was
still a part of him yet undiscovered which he was hiding from her, but
she had
dismissed it then as her own misguided instincts coming into play. I
know
you still have a secret that has never been revealed…I need to find
you…I need
to know…
Opening her eyes, she saw Del talking to one of the nurses and she
smiled as
she thought about the strict instructions he was probably giving her.
What
am I going to do with you? You'll suffocate me with love one of these
days.
Glancing at the array of machines near her bed, a dispassionate and
deadly
serious look crossed her face. You're not going to like me much
after what
I'm going to do, Del, but it's my life…
Here he comes…I've got to be as cool as a cucumber on this…he knows
me too
well…
Del's brown eyes softened as he approached his sister's bed and looked
at her
- her long, shiny hair flattened out against the pillow. She looked
very wan
and pale - more than usual - and he felt so helpless thinking about what
she
must be going through. She was always so giving and concerned about him
even
as a child, and he wanted more than anything to make her emotional pain
go
away. The healing process would have to begin now, so that she could
forget
what that man had done to her.
"Chiquita, how are you feeling now?" he said as he neared her bedside.
"I'm fine, Del. Well, I'll be fine…you don't have to worry," she said
as
simply as she could with a nod of her head.
"I always worry, and I will continue to do so, " he said with
emphasis and a
reassuring touch of his hand. "Is there anything you need from home?"
he
inquired - checking the clock on the wall.
This is going to be easier than I thought. It will take him awhile
to get
the things I need.
"Yes, if you don't mind, Del. I need my overnight bag and some things
from
the penthouse. Nothing much. Are you going now?"
"I'd better. I have to catch some shuteye before tomorrow morning.
I've got
some loose ends to tie up on this case…"
He stopped with a look of panic as he realized what he had said.
Estupido!
She doesn't need a reminder!
Tea pretended that she hadn't picked up on his slip and continued, "You
must
be so tired. Yes, go ahead. I may try to nap some myself."
"You need to. You need to get your strength back. Tomorrow they're
going to
run some tests."
Tea sighed and looked away from him. "It's all really unnecessary, but
I
suppose I have no say in the matter."
"None." He patted her arm again and listened as she went over the items
she
needed.
"You'll need a key," she said and directed him to her purse.
"Oh right. I guess I will," he said. No, I don't. I had a key made
some
time ago when that sicko husband of yours was first causing trouble.
Bending down and kissing her lightly on the forehead, he assumed a
businesslike stance and said, "Back as soon as I can."
Watching him leave made her heart ache as she thought of what her
betrayal
would mean to him. It wasn't her intention to hurt him, but she wasn't
going
to be kept in the dark by him or anyone. Please forgive me, Del…
With unrelenting purpose he had pushed aside her need to remain
unscathed, and
deep inside her resolve had begun to drift away like a slow moving tide.
After all the times that she had chastised her brother about needing to
trust
and give his heart to someone, it was now obvious that she had not taken
her
own advice at all. Maybe I never knew what you were going through…I
understand so much more now…
"Sam," her voice sounded so strange and faraway as if it was coming from
someone else.
"Tell me…tell me now…" he said with a strong urgency as if he
knew that
there would be something lost forever if she didn't speak.
What she saw in his eyes was even more disturbing and still completely
baffling to her. This man loves me…and he wants me…not
someone else…me!
It's you all right. You're playing a game as you always did. I
don't want
to play, but I have to again…I have to…for Todd.
"Maybe…maybe a little. You were always sharp, Nick." Slider said with
caution
edged in his statement.
"Yes, you didknow that, didn't you?" he said as if mulling over
the full
import of a memory lodged in both their minds. "Ahhhh…what we went
through
together - eh Terry?"
You know I hated that nickname! There's so much you knew about me…so
much I
didn't want you to know because you used it against me. But I know a
lot
about you, too…and now I have the ammunition.
As if reading his thoughts, Nick next statements curdled Slider's blood
as the
car streaked toward the horizon.
"I'm glad I found you. Todd didmiss you. You and
need to catch up
on old times. "
Old times. Yeah right! Maybe you are ready to go back there. This
is it
then, isn't it? You've hit your last stride this time, and now the past
has
finally caught up with you.
"So I'm assuming you're taking us to a safe place?" he said with a low
yawn
as if he was rather indifferent to where he was going.
"Yes. You know they think you're dead."
"More brilliance on the part of the FBI and the police. Truly
amazing.
Well, don't worry about them anymore. They're baffoons. We're beyond
anything they have to offer."
Slider's eyes darted once more toward the mirror and he saw with some
relief
that the speaker huddled in the backseat was not moving around anymore
-- as
if he was about to fall asleep. If I have to deal with you, I need
some time
to think.
His relief was short-lived, as Nick seemed to choose his words even more
carefully this time.
"By the way...we still have a game to play out, don't we? This
time I've
decided there won't be any rules…and the winner takes all!"